Tonight the plan was for one of our guides to be with me in the meditation. She would send all sorts of messages to see if she could coax me higher and higher and get past these blocks.
I had a shorter amount of time due to getting everyone on a school schedule again. I shortened my prep time a little, and used the Relax Melodies deep meditation isochronic beats to help me. Once I felt everything shift, things moved relatively quickly.
The first thing I saw was a guy, kind of a used car salesman type, holding out his phone and asking if I knew about ___ (don’t remember the word, or the exact wording). I immediately energetically recoiled and said no. He went away. I learned after that she’d sent that image to me to start building me intuition for people who will try to sell me things I don’t need or that are actively harmful (like a health product that sounds good but isn’t.) She’s going to keep doing this, but making the offer more subtle each time.
Then there was a lot of energy moving around. The mediumship assignment this week was to connect to someone famous. Einstein has come up three times this week so I figured I should reach out to him. I was feeling a lot of energy changes that I can’t describe, but it was interesting. It felt big. Vast.
Then I got this vision of a woman in old clothing: a bonnet and dress with a cover. I don’t know clothes, but it was working clothes, not upper class. She was telling a story about stew? I saw her stirring something. I remember her saying something about a few women’s nethers, which to me meant underwear. So she was cooking and doing laundry? lol It got weird. She seemed like quite a character. Irreverent, outspoken, powerful.
In the debriefing I learned that this woman is apparently an ancestor, but one they can’t find. She doesn’t exist in the official ancestry trail. That soul has already reincarnated, so they can’t just ask. They’ll go to the ‘higher ups’ to try to figure it out. It feels like she was born to a woman in my line, which would mean a pregnancy that ‘never happened’ because the baby was dropped off. So sad. It’s most likely she’s in my mom’s line since there isn’t really anything in my dad’s line.
She’s likely the first in my line to have the spiritual and physical alignment to have ascended in that lifetime. Unfortunately, this energy was just an echo, an energy that I could find because we were in resonance, but not an energy I can interact with. They did stress that everything I recognized and admired in her is something that exists in me, so I need to start accepting it.
I was also told not to tell the family because it would interfere with other soul paths. It would be cool to discover who she is though. Maybe I have some distant relatives out there that I fit better with than my nearer relatives.
After she left, I kept reaching out and practiced holding my focus but didn’t get anything new. Either way, this was a lot of progress, especially with how exhausted my body is! We think I’ll be able to go full astral within a few weeks. Then things really get interesting.
Update: From the guides
The echo was really an ancestor, but the message was from me, to me. While I was meditating, Melody was talking about Minecraft (like 90% of the day) which has the nether world and the nether dragon which she was creating out of blocks today. Her energy was in every inch of this house. Chuckma is certain I was telling myself to ‘clean my nethers’, aka, clean up the energetic space and kick everyone else’s energy out.
Get big and claim my space.
That’s what’s been holding me back, the fear of being interrupted, or needed when I’m trying to take my time. I’m to go into meditation with the attitude of, I might get interrupted but I’m taking the time anyway.
Apparently today wasn’t just a step forward, it was a leap. Now I need to be careful not to push too hard and exhaust my body. And get a good DNA test and see if I can’t find this other line. It’s a mystery for the future though.
Reconnect the ancestors and take in the echoes. The echoes are parts of myself. A message to myself.