quick ‘gaydar’ realization

Tonight at work I had a realization.  I always thought I had horrible gaydar.  But thinking back I’m realizing that there isn’t a single girl that I wasn’t seriously attracted to that didn’t have queer tendencies.  Now, when I first met them they may have thought they were completely straight, but they never were.  Some came out later when they finally realized they were gay.  Some realized they were bi.  And some have remained only making out with girls while drunk.  But either way, at some point they were no longer completely straight.  So perhaps my gaydar isn’t nearly as misguided as I think.

You know, gaydar sounds so…silly.  It’s really just intuition applied for a specific purpose - sexuality.  You can do the same things for finding athletes, Marines, whatever.  It’s whatever you choose to focus on.  But we develop this gaydar because it’s survival.  Who wants to accidentally hit on a straight person, or far worse actually fall for them?

I guess this is just another example of how my intuition is far stronger than I realized.  I need to be careful not to assume I’m right, of course, as I can be wrong or place my own wishes (sue bird) over what is actually there.  lol

This isn’t at all what I was going to talk about tonight, but it works.  I don’t think I’m quite ready to talk about what I need to talk about.  It’s one of those posts that make me look like an asshole unless I explain it right.  And even then, there are people who will not understand or who are too afraid of their own desires to see what I’m saying.  Now that you’re intrigued, I’m going to go home.  lol  I’ll give you a hint.  It involves understanding how humans (who I don’t believe are naturally monogamous) can remain monogamous without ignoring their feelings and spirit.   And hell, if I don’t post about it within a few days, feel free to nag me.  Sometimes bigger issues come up and I forget to come back to topics.  (who reads this?  How about I appoint Kol since I know he can nag me at multiple locations and is oh so good at it.  lol)

I hope everyone had a good monday.  I’m ready for bed.  Here’s to a safe drive home, rocking out to the Hairspray movie sountrack way too loud.  I have decided that all the broadway actors I’ve heard play Tracey on youtube can’t begin to compare to Nikki Blonsky.  I much prefer her voice over all of theirs.   Yay for clean, strong vocals!