I’m supposed to be sleeping…of course that’s when these ideas come.
Background: When talking to Andrea one night I described a strange feeling of being pulled up – like my consciousness was just flying away without me. She yelled at me to pull in and ground myself because part of me was trying to go off and do who knows what. Considering my negative state at the time, this wasn’t a good thing.
Another time, but during that same stressful time period, I was just sitting online when Andrea said she saw me projected in front of her. Now, consciously, I wasn’t even aware of calling out to her, much less projecting. yet there I was, in her experience.
this makes me wonder, what is the limit to our ’selves’ splitting and doing things independent of our consciousness? Does everyone do things that the consciousness isn’t aware of? Perhaps this is how people can end up in other people’s dreams, even though they were wide awake at the time? Or were they really wide awake? I mean, Carrie has shape shifted and walked around as a cat while technically awake. Hell, I even saw that.
It seems like we can do a whole heck of a lot without realizing it. I’m sure it isn’t all bad. Is there a way to be aware of this though? I mean, if part of me is wanting to lash out at someone due to frustration, how do I make sure it doesn’t actually happen? Or is this part of the Law of Attraction that isn’t discussed because people don’t realize it’s going on? What if, with every thought, there is a part of us literally going out and doing what we thought? The more energy we put to these thoughts, the more it enters our consciousness until we physically do what we were thinking. But from the initial thought, a small part of us has already gone out and done what we thought. If that were the case…if that is the case…that’s a much larger consequence to thought. Even if it isn’t the case, if I act as if it is the case, that makes me reconsider a lot of thoughts. Because now there’s even more consequence to a thought. It’s not just – this could come true if I put enough energy to it – but this has come true on some level. I could have just harmed someone at the subtle energy level. Or I could have harmed myself. That certainly isn’t good!
I’m going to try to sleep now, and see if this was the message my mind was trying to receive. If it was, then I should sleep. If not, then it’s another night of me just lying there. My mind isn’t racing, I just don’t sleep. It’s odd.
