It’s getting late, so I better post and head to bed. During Carrie’s weeklong cleanse, she went through an ascension. What is an ascension? Honestly, we’re not sure either. The best explanation I have is that you are raising your level of consciousness. It means you can see things more clearly, understanding more, and hopefully live in a more loving place rather than the power play crap of the normal world. Anyway, I think this was her first one, but she’s set for another by the end of the year, which is one she has to voluntarily do. This one was more of a trust your guide kind of situation. But the next one she has to figure out or something.
So I had to ask, when do I get to do my ascension? Apparently I already did one. When did this happen? What did I learn? lol I have a feeling I know when, but who knows? And then, when do I have the next one? I know I have so much more to learn, and I don’t feel that I see situations clearly at all. Maybe come January or so, when I will hopefully ease up on my work schedule. Hell, by then I have to have improved my time management or I will have lost my mind I think. lol
Well, this wasn’t very exciting, but I needed to note it. I think that once I do learn to balance things, and get work done when I have the free time, rather than relaxing so much, I’ll do better anyway. Hell, I haven’t studied any of my aikido yet, and I’m supposed to test in one or two weeks! I don’t know the japanese at all, and that is bad. I’m going to have to work on that while at my other job or something. We’ll see.
So for now, it’s time for bed. Sleep is very important. I got at least 12 hours last night and it was wonderful! Tomorrow is aikido, and I want to get there early to try to practice and review for my test. Plus I haven’t practice Jogi 1 (the first jo form) in a while. Maybe we’ll learn the first sword form this week. We tried 2 weeks ago but no one could remember it enough. lol It’s amazing how calming it is to work with a weapon. Doing sword cuts completely removes frustration as I have to focus. It’s a great meditation of motion. Ok, now I’m just going to start rambling. Bed time!