An idea

As I was driving to work today, I had this idea.  It’s barely formed right now, but maybe this will make enough sense for you to have an opinion as to the possibility of it.

I keep hearing about how energy work and spiritual development modifies our dna in some way.  Occasionally people mention that it modifies it in a higher dimension, so we don’t see it here.  However, there is also another level of influence that they’re learning about in gene research that I need to look up in discover magazine again.  Basically, there is a certain amount of information that is passed through other types of genetic material and that is more immediate.  For instance, if your parents faced starvation, that would be passed onto say the next 2 generations so that they would have some of the developmental affects of starvation.  It acts on a shorter time scale than dna changes which can take many generations to show up.

Anyway, I was thinking about how you can therefore pass along more than you realize to your children – behaviors and such – through genetic transfer.  And, if we really can alter dna through development…well, what if that means it’s possible for me to alter the dna of any sperm we use for artificial insemination.  It won’t change the basic building blocks, but some higher level things.  Then, though it’s not entirely me, a part of me would be genetically having an impact on our child, making him more ‘ours’.  Does that make sense?  And does it sound feasible?  I’m not sure honestly how this would work.  Would it be better to try to meditate over the sperm itself for a while or is there still time once carrie is inseminated?  It seems like actually it wouldn’t matter much, now that I think a little more.

So, that’s the randomness that is my brain on not enough sleep and too much driving.  What do you think?

Brain Tumor

So, a month ago I posted about a teenager who said, out of the blue, that he was leaving the Jedi path.  Well, it turns out that’s when he found out he had an inoperable brain tumor.  Guess I’m a bit of an ass eh?  I don’t actually mean that, because I was working off what I knew at the time.  But damn if that doesn’t suck, especially at 14.  All I can say is best of luck and I hope he finds peace.

Done

Ok, I’m done being sad about this.  I’m sick of it.  I’m going to play mario and laugh at how silly it is and relax.  Tomorrow is another day.

I’ve graduated

I should be happy I suppose, and I was for a little while.  But now I’m just scared because I haven’t heard back from a single job.  How can I apply for so many things and not get a single call back?  Enough of this patience test…running out of time.  I don’t like it.  And now, by graduating, I’ve taken away one of my safety nets, which is going to school and taking out loans.  Oh well, this needed to happen.  And I know, it works out soon.  But soon isn’t a date.  Soon is relative, and right now it’s not soon enough for comfort.  I don’t even care that it’s my last test, it’s just too damn scary right now.

My Thesis

Ok, I have officially finished my thesis.  There were a lot of people over the past few months who wanted to read it when it was finished (though I don’t know why lol) so I have uploaded it for easy download.  Thankfully, in pdf format it’s under 2 megs when it started at 20 megs in word.  Lol, formats are funny that way I guess.

So, if you’re curious about what I’ve been doing for 2 years, or if you’ve heard me talk about plasma rockets and such, feel free to take a look.  I don’t know how interesting it is for someone who isn’t a physicist, but there are a few pictures.  lol  And don’t feel bad if you’re confused, it took me a long time to write the introductory stuff because it was pretty difficult to work through.

So here’s the link, until they kill my webspace account at school.  https://webspace.utexas.edu/xythoswfs/webui/jm3458