Being God
25 June 2007 — butchjaxSue Ann reminded me to grab hold of my god-ness with regard to this job hunt thing. Today I was frustrated because I followed up with people and became frustrated at the lack of answers. However, it solidified my resolve. I know that I’m smart, intelligent, and willing to learn. And I know I have a lot to offer a company who is willing to give me a shot. So, I’m grabbing my god-ness.
I set my intention to get a job. No more dicking around, I’m going to find a geotechnical or environmental job. Something hands on where I can work my way up and do something damn cool. So, I was going down the list of all the environmental companies in austin. Then I stumble upon something I hadn’t seen on career builder. The company is ECS, a construction and environmental consulting firm with a testing position open. I wrote a solid cover letter, read it to Carrie so she could tweak the wording, and kept my energy in a good place. And even before I sent it I took a moment to breathe and relax. I’m going to get an interview. I’m going to be careful about my language so I don’t block anything. This is going to work. I’m not going to worry about what happens if it doesn’t, I’m simply going to make it happen so none of those fears matter. It works out, and it works out soon.

