A rant (strong language)

I want an answer.  Why the fuck can’t anyone give us an answer?  How can all these pills and meditation and crystals not make carrie sleep?  What’s so damn hard about this?

I’m yelling fuck you at the universe, I guess.  I don’t even know who I’m mad at.  I’m just so fucking sick of all of this.  I’ve been waiting months, if not years, and it feels like we’re still getting nowhere with the most crucial areas of all!  What’s right about that?  How can this be so complicated?  It’s just sleep!  How can this continue to keep happening, and why won’t anyone fucking help?  Fuck you, anyone who can help and doesn’t.  This is all a bunch of bullshit.  Who decided this was a good idea to let Carrie go through?  Really, who decided this was ok?  Because it’s not.  It’s just stupid.