I guess it’s been a few days. The past few days have been a struggle to adapt to my normal schedule again. I’ll be heading to bed soon in fact, which will hopefully help.
A few interesting things have been lining up lately. I’ll do my best to summarize.
Over spring break I caught up on my light reading with two Star Wars books. They were interesting enough, but they also helped return some focus to the offline Jedi realism community. And once again I had that feeling where I knew this could all happen; we can become Jedi, however we happen to define that. This rejuvinated me a bit, causing me to instant message a few people I hadn’t chatted with in a while. During this time period, Inari did what she had to and resigned as principle of the Jedi Academy. She’s been carrying the load far to long and needs to focus on other things before she completely burns out. In addition to the resignation there was the realization that the online system isn’t working well. People have been thinking, but we weren’t getting anywhere. Then I had a flash of understanding and was able to find a solution to at least buy us time to find a long term solution. Basically it gets us through the next two terms so we can really brainstorm at the gathering and see what we come up with. I believe it can work, but we need to take our time and not panic.
Paralleling this, I realized that I need to really find balance. I need to manage my time better, and I need to become better organized. This will be crucial in future jobs and for this semester now that I’m relatively caught up. Thankfully, my mom sent me the first half of the living the art of allowing cd’s (abraham – hicks) and I’ve been listening to that. This is allowing me to focus more on what I want and make it happen.
I’m being pretty vague I realize, but I’m tired. The point is that everything is very interconnected right now, in a way that isn’t easy to describe. As long as I’m moving forward, I don’t need to explain it though. 
In addition, I learned that my 10 year high school reunion is August 11. I will probably go, unless work makes that impossible. I wouldn’t, but my mom’s 50th birthday is July 31 and I want to see her.
Well, I’m not going to fight this sleepiness, so it’s time for bed. I hope everyone is doing well.
