buzzing

I’d read on the indigo adults list of people having wierd reprogramming dreams, where they felt energy coming into their head for instance, or buzzing.  They found that when they asked for it to either hurry up so it wouldn’t take so long, or slow down so it wouldn’t be so uncomfortable, it did.  So last night I asked for the same thing.  I asked that either this be sped up so I could be healthy by monday, or ease it off so that I’m not getting sick from the transition.  Then, shortly after I fell asleep I woke up with a bit of a start.  I felt this buzzing towards the back of my skull, lined up with my spine I think!  So maybe that was the speeding up process, since I could feel the shift?  In any case I apologized for waking up and said it was fine, I was going to go back to sleep.  I woke up this morning well before my alarm and am wide awake.  That was about 7 hours of sleep, though I think I needed more.  I got Carrie to take a nap, which is the only way we can get her to sleep sometimes, and I just laid there.  I also took a small nap but woke up coughing so I guess I really don’t need more sleep!  I still feel fine too.  I’m not instantly healthy, but I’m not tired.  Hell, I would have gotten up at 8 but I wanted to hang out with Carrie for a while and help her sleep.

Anyway, what will be interesting to see is how today goes, and then tonight.  Hopefully it sticks, and the worst is over for me.  I don’t know about Carrie.  Everytime she asks for help she’s told to play video games, or play with the studio stuff, basically to keep her hands busy.  I’m going to see if she asked that this happen at a pace that is better for her.  She needs sleep and to be able to keep up with her college classes.  So we’ll see what we can pull off.

I wish we could make it through this without getting sick, or crying a lot for no reason, but it’s definitely a learning process.  I honestly believe that if everyone would simply ask that this happen at a pace that is better for them, we’d all cope better.  It’s worked with everyone that’s asked so far!  lol

So if you’re a person finding life is insanely difficult right now for now reason, or that you can’t sleep, or you’re noticing life in a new way, ask that the pace of this transition be adjusted for you.  :-)   Good luck, and enjoy the ride!