New visions and messages
22 September 2006 — butchjaxLast night Carrie and I talked a lot. She shared with me a lot of new dreams she’s been having about kids, and also about things Kendra is teaching her and showing her. One dream really wamred my heart, so I’ll share that one.
There is a boy, about 4 years old. He has brought a crate over to my drumset and taken down all of the cymbals. He then starts to beat on them while they’re lying on the floor. Apparently he couldn’t reach them from the seat, but he really wanted to play! Carrie wondered why I wasn’t making him stop, but really, if he’s not hurting anything, why interrupt? He went to a lot of trouble to get those down, that ingenuity should be rewarded! In any case, this was the ‘last straw’, so I went out and got one of those little kid drumsets. When he saw it, his face lit up like it was the greatest thing ever! We all put it together upstairs, but he kept trying to take it downstairs. Apparently he was quite adamant about the drums being in the drum studio like mine! It truly warms my soul and makes me giggle to think of this, even though I never saw the dream. Carrie said it didn’t feel like he had been part of the family for very long, which means we’ve got to be adopting him. That and he’s quite dark skinned, probably hispanic, and Carrie’s far too white to have that dark of a kid! Lol
Another story involved Riley at 17. He asked to have a few friends over to hang out at the pool. When we came home 4 hours later, there were kids completely drunk, but Riley was stone sober. He came to us right away, expected to be punished severely. Instead we called the kids’ parents to pick them up. What’s interesting is that we didn’t end up punishing him, beyond making him change the oil in all the cars the next day. And I decided he would get up at 7, saying we had things to do. Carrie asked me what we had to do, and I said nothing. I just want to make him get up early. hahaha
Some other things I learned last night: Carrie has the most open life path Kendra’s seen. It’s quite interesting, as that is one of those big unknowns for me. Just how much choice does a person have? I believe we all have choice, but where exactly is the line?
Carrie’s learning to astral travel to any location she wants, which sounds awesome. Perhaps it is somethign I’ll learn in time also. I don’t expect to do things she can do, but it’d be nice to experience some.
Today I had another experience of receiving messages consciously. I was looking at a website that gives free psychic readings to members of the site (also free). I was curious what they’re rules were (you’re only allowed 1 per month) when I noticed this pressure in my forehead. As soon as I said, “I’m not going to do it, I’m just curious”, the pain went away. Some may call that coincidence or whatever, but I feel it was a message. And all that matters is what I feel in the end.
And finally, last night I dreamt about a little baby girl. The part I remember, though I know there was quite a bit more, was this baby wrapped up real tight in blankets so all you could see was her face. She was very young, less than 6 months I think. It was pretty nice to hold her. As I was holding her, she was magically out of the blankets and older, trying to reach for my keyboard and computer screen. She was still pretty young, pre-talking and all that. So it was a nice dream.
Then, today at the chiropractor, I was doing small universe while getting traction (forces a bend in the neck). I knew, out of the blue, that the girl was not a baby Carrie physically had. That would make her adopted, or just a kid we’re babysitting. Doesn’t really matter in the end.
Another wierd thing happened while in the room meditating. I had my eyes closed, and I saw a being enter the room. It was very tall and skinny, not very human shaped due to the proportions. It walked next to me, and stopped, as if it were a nurse carrying a clipboard. Then I started to think rather than observe and it was gone. I have no idea what that was, but it was quite interesting.

